Chapter 7 - Four Hundred Dollars of Trust
Vanessa stood so quickly that her chair scraped against the floor.
“That was an accounting adjustment.”
Margaret didn't move.
“I understand the purpose of the entry, Mrs. Bellini.”
“Then explain it properly.”
Luca held up his hand.
“Margaret, did Robert and Betty authorize that transfer?”
“No, sir.”
“Did Melissa?”
“No.”
“Did I?”
The manager shook her head.
“No.”
Vanessa looked at him.
“Luca, the money stayed within the restaurant. I wasn't stealing anything.”
He studied her face.
“Nobody said you put it in your pocket.”
“Then why are you looking at me like that?”
“Because you used their money without asking.”
Dad looked confused.
“Did I lose my money?”
I sat beside him.
“No, Daddy.”
He looked toward Margaret.
“I saved for eleven months.”
The manager nodded gently.
“I know, Mr. Carter.”
Dad reached for his wallet.
Inside were several neatly folded bills.
He counted them with trembling fingers.
“Betty likes the lemon cake here.”
Mom smiled sadly.
“I do.”
He looked at Luca.
“Can I still buy her dinner?”
Something changed in Luca's expression.
He pulled out a chair.
“Robert, you already paid for your reservation.”
“But the lady said—”
“The lady made a mistake. Your money still belongs to you.”
Dad nodded slowly.
Then he folded his wallet closed.
“I don't want charity.”
“I know.”
“I saved because I wanted to treat my wife.”
Luca leaned forward.
“Then you're going to treat your wife.”
For the first time that evening, Dad smiled without looking frightened.
“Good.”
Mom squeezed his hand.
Then Vanessa spoke.
“You're all acting as though money doesn't matter.”
Nobody answered.
She continued.
“I've watched people destroy themselves trying to hold on to things they couldn't afford.”
Luca looked at her.
“Is that what this is about?”
She laughed once.
It sounded bitter.
“You really don't remember what I told you about my mother?”
He frowned.
“You told me she was ill.”
“She had Alzheimer's.”
The room went quiet.
Vanessa looked toward my father.
“She was diagnosed when I was nineteen.”
I hadn't known that.
Neither, apparently, had Luca known the full story.
Vanessa pulled out a chair.
“My father worked constantly. He couldn't accept what was happening to her. He kept taking her to dinners and parties, pretending she was fine.”
Her voice tightened.
“Sometimes she couldn't remember where she was.”
She looked at the chandelier.
“Once, during a Christmas dinner, she called me by her sister's name. A woman at the table laughed.”
Mom closed her eyes.
Vanessa continued.
“My mother heard her.”
A long silence followed.
“She spent the rest of the evening sitting alone because she was afraid she'd embarrass us again.”
Luca's expression softened.
“Vanessa.”
She shook her head.
“My father called it keeping life normal. I remember watching her try to smile while people stared.”
Tears slipped down her cheeks.
“When she died, I promised myself I'd never put anyone through that again.”
I looked at my father.
He was listening quietly.
Then he said, “I'm sorry about your mother.”
Vanessa looked at him.
Something in her face broke.
“Thank you.”
Dad nodded.
“I don't like it when people laugh at me either.”
My mother took his hand.
“But I'd rather people help me than send me away.”
Vanessa stared at him.
He looked toward Mom.
“Betty always helps me.”
Luca leaned forward.
“Vanessa, you were hurt by what happened to your mother.”
She nodded.
“But you didn't protect Robert by making him feel unwelcome.”
Vanessa wiped her face.
“I thought I was preventing something worse.”
“You didn't ask what he wanted.”
Her voice rose.
“People don't always understand what they can handle when they're sick.”
Mom answered quietly.
“That doesn't mean they stop being people who deserve a choice.”
Vanessa looked away.
For several seconds, nobody spoke.
Then Luca returned to the question he'd asked earlier.
“Vanessa, when I asked whether you'd be embarrassed by me if I became ill, you didn't answer.”
She stared at him.
“I was upset.”
“I'm asking again.”
“Luca.”
“If I needed help dressing, or eating, or remembering who you were, would you still want me beside you?”
Her eyes filled.
“I don't know.”
The answer was so quiet I almost missed it.
Luca looked as though she'd struck him.
Vanessa covered her mouth.
“I don't mean I wouldn't love you.”
“Then what do you mean?”
She looked toward Dad.
“I don't know whether I could survive watching someone I love disappear again.”
Luca said nothing.
For the first time that evening, I understood her fear.
I still couldn't forgive what she'd done.
But I understood why watching my parents together might frighten her.
They were living the future she'd spent years trying not to imagine.
Dad reached across the table.
He touched Mom's wedding band.
“Betty?”
“Yes, sweetheart?”
“Am I disappearing?”
Her face crumpled.
“No.”
“Sometimes I feel like I am.”
She took both his hands.
“You're changing, honey. But you're still here with me.”
He looked relieved.
Then he turned toward Vanessa.
“You don't have to be scared of me.”
Vanessa began crying.
Dad smiled gently.
“I'm just trying to have dinner with my wife.”
Luca covered his eyes.
When he lowered his hand, he looked toward Margaret.
“Please have the kitchen prepare the anniversary cake.”
Margaret nodded.
“And restore their original reservation. We'll correct the accounting afterward.”
Dad looked pleased.
“Can we still dance?”
Luca smiled.
“Yes.”
Dad turned toward me.
“Pumpkin, did I bring the music?”
I frowned.
“The music?”
He reached into his coat.
He checked one pocket.
Then another.
His expression grew anxious.
“I had something.”
Mom touched his arm.
“What are you looking for?”
“A little record sleeve.”
Vanessa suddenly looked up.
I remembered the blue envelope.
Its corners were unusually thick.
I carefully opened it again.
Behind Dad's letter was a second folded sheet.
It wasn't written in his handwriting.
At the top was a note addressed to the restaurant staff.
The Carter anniversary is to be canceled. Do not contact the family again.
Beneath it was a signature.
Melissa Carter.
I stared at the page.
May you like
Then I looked at Vanessa.
“That's my name,” I whispered, “but those aren't my words—and I never signed this.”
