Chapter 3 - The Blood on the Silver Cross

"It’s not what you think," Gabriel said.
His voice was a low, dangerous warning. The kind of warning he usually reserved for men who owed him money.
"Then what is it?" I held the rosary up. The silver felt cold against my skin. The dark, rusted stain on the crucifix was unmistakable.
"Michael was killed in a drive-by, Gabriel. He bled out in the street. You told me the police wouldn't let you near the body. You told me the coroner returned his personal effects in a plastic bag, and you put this rosary in his hands before they closed the lid."
Gabriel took a slow step forward. "Give it back to me, Caroline."
"Who did this belong to?" I asked, stepping backward. "If Michael was buried with his, whose blood is on this?"
Gabriel stopped. For a second, he looked genuinely trapped. "You've been my wife for thirty-two years. You know better than to ask questions about things in my coat."
"I am asking."
"And I am telling you to stop."
He didn't yell. He didn't have to. The quiet menace in his tone was enough to make the room temperature drop. But I wasn't the terrified twenty-two-year-old bride who used to look away when he came home with bruised knuckles.
"You brought your mistress into my home," I said, my voice steady. "You forged my name to steal my father’s legacy. You want me to humiliate myself in front of our daughter tomorrow night. I think I have earned the right to ask a question."
Gabriel stared at me. Then, slowly, he buttoned his suit jacket.
"It’s Michael’s blood," he said flatly. "I lied. I was there when he died. I held him. I took the rosary off his neck before the cops arrived."
I frowned. "Why?"
"Because he wasn't hit in a random drive-by, Caroline. He was meeting with the Rossi family. He was selling me out."
My stomach plummeted. Michael? Sweet, gentle Michael, who used to bring me sunflowers on my birthday?
"I don't believe you," I said.
"I don't care what you believe," Gabriel replied smoothly, his composure returning. "The point is, the streets think Michael died a victim. If the family knew he was a rat, his widow would get nothing. His kids would be pariahs. I protected his memory."
It sounded so noble. It sounded exactly like the kind of lie Gabriel would construct to make himself the hero of a tragedy.
"So you lied to me for eleven years."
"I spared you the pain." He looked at the mantel clock. "Isabel is waiting. I’ll sleep at the hotel tonight. I expect you at the restaurant at seven tomorrow. Wear the blue dress. Smile at our daughter. And when I make the toast, you nod and agree. If you do, you walk away with a generous settlement."
"And if I don't?"
He looked at me with utterly empty eyes. "Then I’ll freeze your bank accounts, and I’ll tell Elena you're leaving me because you've been having an affair."
Before I could respond, he turned and walked out the front door.
I stood alone in the hallway, the silver rosary still clutched in my hand.
He was going to destroy me. He had orchestrated every detail.
I walked into the kitchen to pour a glass of water. My hands were shaking. I opened the junk drawer to find an aspirin.
As I pushed aside old takeout menus and spare batteries, my hand brushed against a piece of paper folded into a small square.
I recognized the paper. It was from Elena’s five-year-old son, Leo. He had drawn it for Gabriel last week. I had watched Gabriel fold it and put it in his pocket.
Why was it shoved in the junk drawer?
I unfolded the thick construction paper.
It was a drawing of a house. But drawn in the window of the house wasn't a stick figure of Gabriel or me.
It was a stick figure of a woman with red hair.
Isabel had red hair.
May you like
Underneath the drawing, in my grandson’s clumsy handwriting, were the words: To Grandpa and Auntie Izzy.
Gabriel hadn't met Isabel two years ago. And my daughter wasn't oblivious to the affair. She had known.