Chapter 4 - THE SIGNATURE THAT BROKE HER HEART
“Did you know?”
Teresa repeated the question.
Luca stood beside the open folder, staring at the signature beneath the drawing of her bedroom.
“No, Mom.”
His voice was steady, but his face wasn't.
“I didn't know.”
Teresa looked toward the suitcase.
“Then why is your name there?”
For the first time since I'd known him, Luca seemed unable to answer his mother immediately.
He pulled another sheet from the folder.
Then another.
Finally, he spread three drawings across the coffee table.
“Daniel, look at these.”
Daniel approached.
The first drawing showed the west wing of the mansion.
An unused sitting room.
A private study.
And two guest bedrooms Luca had planned to renovate after his wedding.
The second drawing showed the same rooms.
But the third included Teresa's bedroom on the opposite side of the house.
A handwritten arrow connected her room to the bridal suite.
Luca pointed toward his signature.
“I approved the original proposal.”
Daniel leaned closer.
“The signature appears on the copied approval sheet, sir.”
Luca nodded.
“Someone attached a different floor plan to it.”
Teresa looked confused.
“But that's still your signature.”
He turned toward her.
“Yes, Mom. I signed a renovation approval.”
He knelt beside her chair.
“But I never agreed to take your bedroom.”
She stared at him for a moment.
Then looked away.
I realized how little a technical explanation could mean to someone who'd already been made to feel unwanted.
Luca seemed to understand.
He took the bedroom key from Daniel.
Then placed it in Teresa's hand.
“This belongs to you.”
She closed her fingers around it.
“Are you sure?”
The question hurt him more than any accusation could have.
“Mom, you shouldn't have to ask.”
She nodded.
But she didn't smile.
And I understood why.
The key had been returned.
Her hair hadn't.
Neither had the three weeks she'd spent believing her son wanted her gone.
Luca looked at the floor plans again.
Then asked Daniel to bring the original renovation notes from his study.
Daniel returned several minutes later with a narrow black notebook.
Luca opened it.
There, beneath a list of furniture measurements, was a sentence in his own handwriting.
After the wedding, I'd like this house to feel like ours.
Teresa saw it.
Her eyes filled.
Luca closed the notebook.
“Mom—”
“It's all right, sweetheart.”
“No, it isn't.”
She touched his sleeve.
“Every man deserves to build a life with his wife.”
He sat beside her.
“Yes. But building one life doesn't mean throwing another away.”
For a moment, neither spoke.
Then Teresa asked quietly, “Did Vanessa make you unhappy because I called every Sunday?”
Luca looked startled.
“What?”
“You were always so busy.”
“Mom, I loved those calls.”
She studied his face.
“Even when I woke you?”
He gave a small, sad laugh.
“Especially then.”
Teresa stared down at her bracelet.
“Vanessa said you needed Sundays for yourself.”
I closed my eyes.
I'd heard that conversation.
Three weeks earlier, Teresa had been sitting beside the dining-room window with the telephone in her lap.
It was five minutes before nine.
She'd asked me whether Luca was traveling.
Before I could answer, Vanessa entered.
“Teresa, you're not going to bother him again this morning, are you?”
Teresa looked surprised.
“It's Sunday.”
“I know what day it is.”
Vanessa had smiled.
“But Luca needs to spend his weekends resting. He's going to have a wife soon.”
Teresa's fingers tightened around the receiver.
“He always answers.”
“Because he doesn't want to hurt you.”
Then Vanessa added something that stayed with me.
“Perhaps you could show him you understand he's an adult now.”
Teresa had put the telephone down.
She hadn't called that Sunday.
Or the next.
Or the Sunday after that.
Standing beside Luca now, I finally told him.
He listened without interrupting.
When I finished, he looked at his mother.
“Three Sundays?”
Teresa nodded.
“I thought you might enjoy the peace.”
Luca swallowed.
“Mom, I wondered why you stopped calling.”
She looked up.
“You did?”
“Yes.”
“Then why didn't you call me?”
The question landed heavily.
Luca looked down.
“I should have.”
For several seconds, he said nothing.
Then he continued.
“Vanessa told me you were enjoying quieter mornings. I thought maybe you wanted some space.”
Teresa gave a faint smile.
“From my own son?”
He shook his head.
“I should have asked you.”
She reached for his hand.
“I could have asked you, too.”
But Luca didn't let the responsibility disappear between them.
“You were the one being told you weren't welcome.”
His voice softened.
“I was the one who should have noticed.”
I watched Teresa study his face.
For the first time that evening, she wasn't looking at him like someone waiting for permission.
She was looking at her son.
The boy she'd raised.
The man she'd missed.
Luca stood and placed the telephone on the table between them.
“Tomorrow morning, nine o'clock.”
Teresa smiled faintly.
“But you'll be right here.”
“Then we'll have breakfast together.”
He paused.
“And when I travel, I want you to call.”
She nodded.
But her fingers had begun shaking again.
“Luca?”
“Yes?”
“There is something you should read.”
She reached into her purse.
From beneath a folded handkerchief, she removed a cream-colored envelope.
Across the front, in her careful handwriting, were four words.
For Luca, After I Leave.
Luca stared at it.
“Mom, what is this?”
Teresa looked down.
May you like
Then answered so quietly that I almost missed it.
“It's the goodbye letter I wrote you.”
